IDHAM !

1 . 4 4 a m

2009-12-23T17:44:42Z

oh imperfecto~

hellosilenthill @ 2009-12-15T22:14:00

2009-12-15T14:14:39Z

sorry iphone you have to wait cos im saving up for paramore's this coming March.

belle of the boulevard

2009-12-13T15:31:52Z

IV sux big time

2009-12-11T17:27:04Z

i got this pierced through my flesh 3 times because my buddy cant find my vein.
you dont wanna now how terrible it feels like to get this huge needle entering my flesh

hellosilenthill @ 2009-11-29T15:53:00

2009-11-29T07:53:23Z

Changing, better to turn and walk away
Fading, all these lights just turn to grey
Changing, better to turn and walk away
But the strange thing
Is that I don't feel a thing

chapter 1 ends

2009-11-20T17:52:37Z

And so my recruit days are over. No more Sundays book in, no more forcing myself on tap water, no more 4.30am irritating alarm noise as well and so on. There's a mix feeling when comes to posting out. Despite feeling happy because of what i stated earlier but still i will miss recruit life because me and my platoon mates will be seperated to different vocations by this Monday. Definitely no more doing stupid random stuffs like dancing and singing loudly in dorm.In few days time my life as a private will begin and i'm just hoping to be posted to medic.

That is all for now. Good night world

hellosilenthill @ 2009-11-15T13:40:00

2009-11-15T05:40:42Z

hey jude, i got 1 more weeks to POP-oh~

hellosilenthill @ 2009-11-14T11:50:00

2009-11-14T03:50:33Z

i shall shop alone today if i have to.

enthusiastic

2009-11-01T01:54:59Z

My recruit life is ending soon. No more morning 5BX

hellosilenthill @ 2009-10-18T13:47:00

2009-10-18T05:48:06Z

debi sucha might be her real name..

n.q.a

2009-10-10T16:32:28Z

indeed i find yourself pleasant

solemn

2009-10-03T16:46:13Z

Dear Mimok,

I miss you so much. Your very last word before you depart from this plain world really touched my heart. The things you've done to me since day one till now, shall be remembered. I promise to pray hard for you and insya'Allah we meet again in the next world.
Thank you for everything.

hellosilenthill @ 2009-09-26T16:46:00

2009-09-26T08:47:25Z

yesterday i had a great dream where i have a wardrobe full of awesome clothings

hellosilenthill @ 2009-09-08T02:41:00

2009-09-07T18:42:21Z

i miss jamming

countless days are over

2009-09-05T18:24:07Z

for i shall let you breathe the air for the last time before your departure

emmy the great

2009-09-03T23:59:17Z

26 Aug 2009

2009-08-26T06:02:29Z

Last day of work, pay-day..shopping dey

hellosilenthill @ 2009-08-19T01:56:00

2009-08-18T17:59:26Z

or was my eye playing tricks on me

2009-08-17T17:34:41Z

as our cable car moves away from sentosa station i caught something huge standing tall in the station.Tall black figure to be exact and i was the only one that saw it. Or was it just a pillar

walking with your own feet

2009-08-01T18:13:33Z

i have the urge to cover one song next week but that is if my fellow bandmates give me the green light to do so.

hellosilenthill @ 2009-07-27T03:17:00

2009-07-26T19:35:39Z

well..i finally will become a real man in few weeks time. Scared? nah kinda nervous because this is a new episode of my life, like way different from the school days. Jalan Bahar will be my second temporary home for about 2 month. I hope my bunkmates are those outgoing ones and i dun really mind having friends with tattoo.

time to sleep.i want to dream on going to germany and visit the old cottage which happens to be a starbucks again.

hellosilenthill @ 2009-07-21T02:21:00

2009-07-20T18:24:45Z

the way these guys dance is kinda irritating but now im addicted to this tune thanks to Diana -_-

hellosilenthill @ 2009-07-17T23:52:00

2009-07-17T15:54:09Z

Ain is sooo excited...about what? Well only both of us know for now haha..

hellosilenthill @ 2009-07-15T03:22:00

2009-07-14T20:02:37Z

Random frightening dreams does freak me out sometimes. Well also i am amazed at myself on how i can even recall of my dreams and this one goes like this.

I didnt slept last night cos i just cant and in the morning when parents off to work and etc i finally dozed of but was awake 30 mins later and yes i woke with my eyes swollen. So i went to the kitchen and as i went pass the living room i notice the door was unlock. That freaked myself out cos i remembered locking the door before sleeping. I was so freaked out that i check the entire house if there is some uninvited guest that have entered my house without me knowing. I even checked the cupboards if he or she is hiding inside -_-. When there is no sign of anyone around i went off to sleep...again.

And this is the part that i freaked out even now when i am typing this out. The dream took place at my very house, and the time is also at that very time when i doze off..i woke up (still in the dream) and saw an invisible figure stood in my very room. I was at my moms room and walk towards my room. I even talk to the figure telling it to go away from my house but that figure approach me and strangled me and the freakiest part is i can feel his arm holding onto my body. I cant move my body at all and it felt so real. I try to recite different prayers but it wont work. Then my family came home and after that i cant remember what happen next but the next thing i remember was that i was awake by my handphone alarm.

And the suckiest part is that now i cant get my sleep because of this dream..haiyer

hellosilenthill @ 2009-07-09T02:25:00

2009-07-08T18:28:08Z

just look at the size of that thing.its an 11-string bass guitar..freaking 11 string!!! and this guy plays it like as if he is eating mcspicy meal.